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Redefined.

Kite
I tethered myself to the idea of you and lost my footing as your mind drifted away.

Brick
It doesn't matter how high the climb. The fall is always fast and hard.

Time Travel
The past feels far more probable than the present.

Addiction
If you were a drug I'd be dead by now.

Quicksand
As long as I'm doing it with you in mind I've made no progress at all.

Omission
That was the day I forgot to tell you that I unloved you.

Disenchanted
I don't care. That's worse.

Remission
I don't care. That's a lie.

Early mourning
Mourning with the person you are mourning is merely a false start.

Grayscale
How dare you drain the color from my face leaving me with nothing but raw expression.

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